Tuesday, 21 March 2017

Updated FREE eBook available: The Party at the End of the World: And Other Short Stories

Just done a bit of tweaking to bring the Back Cover info up to date and added the eBook metadata info to the Google+ file info system. (Like other eBook publishers I use the metadata field to add useful info and "write ups" so they perform like normal eBooks). The revised eBook can be downloaded from here:-

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B_3ClonPVorvY0Q2X1hBc1dGTUk?usp=sharing


Here is the write up for The Party at the End of the World. (The pic is the front cover image file)

"A collection of 8 engaging short stories that lead the reader down some intriguing yet "less travelled" paths to places unexpected.

Who is the "crazy old man" too busy to join the insatiably bored people at the party at the end of the World? What - and who - was it that kept him so busy?

In "Lastborn" who were the strange crowd milling through the corridors of a local hospital, eager to catch a glimpse of a mother and her newborn child? What was it that made this child so special to them?

In "The Perfect Alibi" it seemed an open and shut case - until the handcuffs came out.

Then there is the intriguing question of how a person can get embarrassingly caught up in the "Crosstalk" between the hearing and the hearing impaired?

It is well known that beauty is "In The Eye of The Beholder". But what happens when you add a blind man to the equation? And what happens when somebody who cares about people's special needs is humourously reminded that they have "Common Needs" also?

Other intriguing questions you will find here include:- What is the most valuable gift you can give to an old lady spending her last days alone in a hospital bed? Do the Irish share their luck or do they take it in turns?

If you are looking for a common theme in these stories chances are you will not find one. The closest I have ever come is the "moral" that while no life is perfect every life has something that makes it worth the living. But I would prefer that you spend more time just enjoying them than analysing them. The simple pleasure of sitting back and reading a good story can never be underestimated. So if you find yourself sitting back and just enjoying them that is great. If you unearth any hidden treasures in them I can only say - thank You Lord.

And thank you kind reader, for allowing me to share these stories with you. Please feel free to share them with others using the Small Gifts Ministry Special Permission you will find under the Copyright notice in the front of the book.

D.J. Ludlow
Author"

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Sunday, 12 March 2017

eBooks of a Certain Calibre!



Sorry for being AWOL for a little while. Rest assured it has not been slackness. Quite the opposite actually, a little too busy sorting some things out.  One of the more exciting things keeping me busy (among a lot of mundane things) has been playing with a new FREE (for the moment at least) software package that allows me to convert my .docx WORD files into – REAL ebooks, not just PDF files that can be read on eBook readers.

Until now the only way I could get my books into a format that could be read by eBook readers without having them “go commercial” was to print them as Adobe PDF files that most eBook readers can at least display. But creating actual eBooks seemed destined to remain a dream on the shoestring of a budget I have to work with. (more like a strand from a shoestring really). Then I came across a rather cool richly featured FREE Open Source package called Calibre eBook Management. Among a whole lot of very useful eBook editing and management tools, Calibre is also capable of taking WORD .docx document files and quickly converting them to .ePub files, - the things eBooks are made of.  From there, they can edited and converted to any number of eBook reader file formats suitable for most current eBook readers. If anybody is interested the Calibre website is here”- https://calibre-ebook.com/  .

My first “guinea pig” has been my short story collection The Party at the End of the World: And Other Short Stories. After a bit of trial and a lot of error I seem to have produced my first proper eBook in both an Apple iBook format and Amazon’s Kindle format. I can produce other formats but can’t test them as I only have iBook and Kindle apps on my phone at the moment. Might need some volunteers with other eReaders who are willing to test other formats for me before I can include other formats in my download offerings. At the moment my eBooks will be available in iBook, Kindle, and PDF formats only until I can get people to help me with other formats I don’t have eReader apps for.

One of the downers I discovered is that the major eBook publishers/distributors like Apple, Amazon, Lulu.com, etc. don’t seem to be set up to distribute non-commercial (free) eBooks. Understandable, as they are businesses rather than charities and ministries. But I am hoping some Christian publishers/distributors might take on some of those whose motivation is ministry not money and, where they are able to afford it, embrace the Small Gifts Ministries’ motto of “To The Profit And Glory of The Lord Alone”. But mainly I am hoping my readers after downloading my eBooks might email them to or otherwise share copies with friends and colleagues and others they think might be interested in them. Perhaps even put copies on their own websites for downloading by others. (Perhaps I might have just invented and named the concept of “onloading”. Sounds kinda cool - feel free to use it if you want.).

Initially I have made the ebook files available and downloadable from my Google+ website here:- https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B_3ClonPVorvY0Q2X1hBc1dGTUk?usp=sharing

Sorry I couldn’t make it shorter but I seem to be stuck with the URL Google assigned to it. But along with the different format folders for the eBook files I have included a folder with image files of the front covers (something else Calibre does) that you can use as the link if you know how. As I create new eBooks I will add the various format versions to each of the format folders you will see there and let everybody know they have been added. I will also add the front cover image to the front covers folder. After downloading the relevant files there should be several ways for you to upload them or send them to your particular eReader device or app including via email or syncing.


In addition to converting my books I will also be taking the opportunity to upgrade them with new covers, added content, new images, etc. so expect them to look a little different and perhaps a little thicker than they were before. They will also have an upgraded special copyright / permission notice hopefully with better and clearer wording. It may sound a bit “legal” but sadly in order to give you special permission to use and distribute my works as a Small Gifts Ministry I also have to protect the copyright ownership and control that allows me to do it and stops anybody else from preventing it.

I hope you will find them enjoyable and easy to read on your various eReader devices and software apps. But do let me know if you experience problems with them as I can only test them on the particular eReader apps I have here. I do not know how they will go on other devices and software versions I do not have.

Back soon.

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Saturday, 5 November 2016

What On Earth Is Possessing You?



When you downsize from a large 4 bedroom house and yard to a small 2 bedroom unit you soon learn a lot about possessions. You also learn a lot of unexpected things about possession!

Now when people talk about "being possessed" their immediate thoughts turn to satanic evil spirits, all things supernatural and the head spinning ability to see everything in a creepy 360 degree panorama. Seldom does anybody's thoughts turn to the everyday things lurking quietly in your house, yard, and garage - unless you are downsizing or somewhat tangential in your thinking. Or, as in my case, both.

We think in terms of owning stuff, but the truth is, it is the stuff that possesses us. And the more we own the more we become possessed. How many have saved up the money to by a flash new car, only to realise that suddenly they have to pay more of their hard earned dollars on insurance, services repairs and petrol. Not only that but suddenly every second weekend finds you in your driveway washing, polishing and vacuuming trying desperately to maintain that fresh, shiny, luxury new look you just paid so much for. You may have a flash new car and be the envy of the neighbourhood, but suddenly you find a not insignificant slice of your time and money and life has now been possessed by your car as you try to keep it in the manner to which it has rapidly become accustom. Then for some mad insane reason you think it would look so much better if it was towing a flash new boat. Suddenly another large chunk of your money and weekends disappears into "asset maintenance" as you somehow squeeze looking after the car and boat into the weekly routine of mowing, weeding, watering, vacuuming, leaf blowing, pool cleaning, etc., etc.

Then eventually you wake up one day and find you have succeeded in having everything you ever  dreamed of - except the time, money and energy to enjoy it. Your waking hours and weekly budget are spent looking after and maintaining all you have. Your life is no more your own. It is owned by the things you possess.

The short of it is, that when we buy stuff we are often just paying for the privilege of being thereafter enslaved to it. Now sometimes the benefit we derive from the stuff we have outweighs, or at least breaks even with, the costs, effort, time and energy needed to maintain it. But there are times when we would be better off using the money, time, effort, and energy elsewhere. Those times greatly increase the more we own and the more of our lives we need to set aside for maintaining it. It is exceedingly easy to reach a point where everything we do is for the sake of everything we own.

We use to have a pool, until we realised we spent an extraordinarily greater amount of time and energy cleaning it, repairing it and maintaining it than we ever did actually in it. It is a really nice garden now. Likewise we use to have a 4 bedroom house surrounded by 1,000 square metres of lawns and gardens and an inordinately large portion of our lives and budget was just spent doing nothing more than maintaining it all. But eventually, after our children had grown up and had places of their own, there was only the two of us there and we only lived in three and a bit rooms. Our lives had become possessed by the upkeep of things we really did not need. So we downsized to a two bedroom unit by the water that takes all of ten minutes to vacuum if you try hard enough and no yard-work at all.

But downsizing was only the process. What we were really doing was upsizing and refocusing our lives by downsizing the things that possessed it. All that time energy and money we spent maintaining what we really did not need we can now invest in the things that really are important and meaningful to us .... And to the Lord.  For who we are and what we value most, especially in the eyes of the Lord, is not about what we possess, but about what we do with what we possess.  And in the end all we really possess is .... the life He has given us. What will you do with the one He has given you?

"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. (Matthew 6:19-21)


D.J. Ludlow


Provided it is done freely and without charge
"What On Earth Is Possessing You?" may be copied, used and distributed
(in its entirety only, including this notice)
by brothers and sisters in Christ
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By special permission of 
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Friday, 28 October 2016

SEACHANGE: Episode 4 - Restoration Begins ...



 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19.)

"In that I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in His ways, and to keep His commandments, His statutes, and His judgments, that you may live and multiply; and the LORD your God will bless you in the land which you go to possess." (Deuteronomy 30:16)

My serious ongoing health issues have always been a major part of our seeking from the Lord a way forward. A path toward healing and restoration of my health was vital if we were to have any future beyond a mere struggle for survival.

With careful management and strict avoidance of the vast array of triggering chemicals that pervade our modern world my health had improved, but only to a point. I was considerably better than I was when first diagnosed in 1996, but along with the MCS, several other serious health issues from pesticide poisoning remained and life continued to be an ongoing battle on many fronts for myself and my precious, ever supportive wife. But we knew the Lord had a bigger  plan for our lives than a daily battle to retain what health I had and to strictly avoid any trace of a very long and largely unknown list of chemicals. We just didn't know how to get to it. As normal in a life lived by faith we had to quite literally wait upon the Lord to show us the way forward to the life He had planned for us. So we waited, not always patiently I must admit, looking for His leading and when we saw it we followed it and ended up here in a waterfront unit on the coast. We were amazed at the string of miraculous events (covered in the previous "episodes") that guided us and enabled us to get here, But we soon found out that even more miracles were yet to come.

Although my severe allergic reactions to a large range of chemicals still occur if I encounter them, as soon as we arrived here on the coast many of my other worryingly persistent health issues began to rapidly ease. My life-threatening sleep apnea disappeared literally overnight. (Same bed, same linen, same pillows. Only our location changed.) My ongoing allergic conjunctivitis did the same. Then after being here a couple of weeks ( the longest we had ever stayed in this area) I "suffered" a massive detox event and my body just seemed to dump a whole heap of accumulated toxic "rubbish". So much so that my body even went through something like withdrawal symptoms (sweats, nausea, shakes, fever, chills, the whole bit).

But at the end I felt better than I had for ages and my persistent edema related (fluid retention) problems began to disappear rapidly, especially in my ankles and lower legs. It left me a bit "saggy baggy" and wondering what the heck was happening for a few days but things are re-adjusting themselves a bit better now. Still trying to get use to a trimmer healthier, fitter me but feeling more full of life than I have for a very long time.

I am sure doctors and other medical experts will have all sorts of theories and explanations as to why so many long term chronic health issues suddenly started clearing up overnight by simply moving. But we were led to move here by the Lord amid many earnest prayers for healing and soon after arriving here a lovely couple at the local church spontaneously laid hands on me and also prayed for complete healing. I know to whom my praise and thanks will always go. Thank You Lord for all things and the faithfulness of Your promises and leading.

That is the last of the "Seachange Episodes" (or perhaps I should have called them moving miracles). But the experiences of downsizing and moving has given me plenty of insights for other articles that I will add to my blog as and when it seems right. Back soon Lord willing.....


With love from Christ in IslandBard.

Monday, 25 July 2016

Seachange: Episode 3 - We Do That How???




 Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19.)

"In that I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in His ways, and to keep His commandments, His statutes, and His judgments, that you may live and multiply; and the LORD your God will bless you in the land which you go to possess." (Deuteronomy 30:16)

Feeling led by the Lord to downsize and move to the coast is one thing. Figuring out how to do that is quite another. But you know a vision is from the Lord when unexpected miracles begin to happen to make that vision a reality.

The first miracle had actually already happened. A year or so earlier we had finally decided to bite the financial bullet and renovate both our kitchen and bathroom / laundry area after years of thinking about it. What we didn't realise at the time is that not only did it make our place more sellable but it made it sellable at about the same price we could by a unit on the coast. We thought we were investing in our house. We were actually investing in our future home. Therefore it was a total surprise when we asked a real estate agent to value our place and he came back with a figure much higher than we thought possible. One that made a move to the coast within our financial reach with a small loan from the bank.

Only later did we appreciate the perfect timing of the Lord. Having a brand new kitchen and bathroom / laundry areas our house would only lose relative value the older they got and the older we got the harder it would be to get a loan. It was a now or never time to move for us and the Lord had chosen this very time to show us a way forward through a door that would also soon close.

Now selling and buying a home when you need the proceeds from the one you sell in order to buy the other one is tricky at the best of times. It is increased a hundredfold when you have MCS. The place you own is the only safe place you have to live at the time. Your new place not only has to be available at the right price and time, it also has to be one of the few that will not make you sick. And the only way to find that out is go and spend as long as possible walking around in it and in the streets around it.

To make matters even more difficult we have a dog and not all unit and townhouse complexes on the coast are pet friendly we discovered. But even here the Lord had already gone before us. A very recent court ruling now makes it almost impossible for Body Corporates to prohibit owner occupiers from having small dogs under 10 Kg. Not only is our dog 7.8 kg but the place the Lord eventually led us to is one of the pet friendly ones.

So with much prayer and seeking after the will of the Lord we put our house on the market and began a string of visits to the coast, unit hunting. Apart from learning that a lot of townhouses and units and even locations are not safe even near the coast the other lesson you quickly learn is that in the eyes of real estate agents you may as well not exist until your current house is under contract. Until then you are just a browser, not a buyer. Unless you already have a 6 digit bank balance (in black, not in red) and a better than average chance of a loan approval for any shortfall no seller is going to seriously consider entering into a contract with you.

This is where we really began to gain an even deeper appreciation of what it means to take a step of faith with the Lord. We had no option but to enter into a binding contract to sell our home before we could even begin to secure a new safe place to live. We faced the very real possibility of being homeless for an unknown length of time with nowhere for me to stay. But it was the step we believed the Lord wanted us to take so we pulled a Nike and just did it.

Selling a house is fun and exciting ..... for about a week. After that it is just an ongoing grueling task of decluttering, downsizing and prepacking whilst endlessly keeping the house and yard spick and span and inspection ready for prospective buyers, while still regularly taking seven hour round trips to the coast to look at properties.

Our real estate agent put a surprisingly good value on our house and land but a small, quiet voice kept telling us to drop the price a little to a certain figure, so we did. The housing market where we were was extremely sluggish with some places being on the market for months on end and some over a year. Our 25 year old house (give or take) was not the best or most modern on the market but the wisdom of that small quiet voice prevailed. Our house was under contract in about 6 weeks. But come settlement day a mere 6 weeks later we would be homeless unless we could secure a safe place down on the coast we could move to.

On a previous visit to the coast we had driven across a small bridge near the beach and an overwhelming feeling came over me that this was the place we were meant to be. It turned out that our future home was on the very next block but we took a very long complicated path to get there. We looked at many places. Some were very, very nice but unaffordable. Some were very affordable but unlivable without major renovations. Some made me very, very ill. But there was a very small number in the "Goldilocks zone" (just right).

This was where we learned a whole new aspect of how the Lord leads his people. Like the good shepherd He is, sometimes He leads from the front. Going ahead of us as we follow in His footsteps. But there are times when He leads from beside and behind. Gently preventing us from straying this way or that from the path He has laid out before us. Encompassing us about with love and preventing us from wandering off or being led astray.

We seriously considered several units where I did not appear to be affected but there always seem to be something to prevent us from purchasing. Some we put offers on only to have them declined. Some sold before we could make an offer. At one point we even entered a contract to purchase a 3 bedroom townhouse in a nearby suburb that we thought the Lord had led us to but it fell through on a very bad building inspection report. But that left us with just one month exactly to find and buy a new place before we became homeless. The Lord had a place set aside for us and was ensuring that we did not end up anywhere but there even though we were rapidly running out of time to find it and secure it.

So we began a new search for the place we knew the Lord had set aside for us - if only we could find it. Settlement on our existing home was due 6th June and on 7th May we once more made the 7 hour round trip to the coast with a worryingly short list of properties to inspect. One place not on that list is the place we now live in. We had seen it on realestate.com.au several times but had always dismissed it based on the floor plan included in the listing. It simply did not look big enough. But we did have on the list another unit in the same complex. It was the very last property on our woefully short list. We did not know at the time that all the units in the complex have the same basic floor plan and were all of a similar size.

When we got there we liked the layout, the size, the location, and the look of the fully refurbished unit on the list. We made an offer only to be told that the unit was actually already under contract to another buyer. But then we recognised the layout of the unit. It was the exact same layout as the one we had dismissed so many times. We pulled out our smart phones and not only was the other one still on the market but the price had been recently dropped to be considerably lower than the unit we were inspecting. So while at the complex we phoned the estate agent handling the other unit and about 15 minutes later we were inspecting it. It was exactly what we had been looking for in the exact location we had hoped for and while it needed some refurbishing the savings on the price neatly covered the cost of most of the more important renovations. What is more I had no reactions at all to the unit or the complex around it. By 12th May we had a contract on the unit a mere 25 days before we had to move out of the only safe place I had to live. In addition the unit was vacant and we were able to arrange simultaneous settlements on the 6th June. But it still had to pass the building and pest inspections and we still needed a loan from the bank. It passed all inspections with flying colours and the bank was happy to approve a loan in 14 days instead of the usual 21 days. Equally miraculously it worked out after all the buying and selling negotiations involved in both sales that the difference between the selling price of our existing house and the purchase price of the new place was a mere $1,500. Almost a straight swap over.

From facing the very real likelihood of homelessness we ended up walking out of our old home and straight into our new home just one block from the bridge where weeks earlier I had the overwhelming conviction that this was the place the Lord wanted us to be.

But the miracles did not end there and what happened next was beyond our wildest expectations. But that is for the next episode. Lord willing I will be back soon to tell you all about it.

With love from Christ in Islandbard.



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Friday, 15 July 2016

Seachange: Episode 2 - It All Began When...


Twenty years after chronic pesticide exposure left me with Multiple Chemical Sensitivities (MCS) and multiple ongoing health problems there seemed little prospect of getting any better than I was. Despite all I could still do, ministry opportunities were becoming fewer and further between until only those I do on-line remained. But even these were beginning to suffer as maintaining a large house, lawns and gardens seemed to increasingly demand more and more of the limited time, energy and health I had.

Doors were closing but none were opening and I began to pray to the Lord to open a door and show us a way forward.

Unknown to me my dear hardworking wife was praying the same thing as she watched the toll it was taking on my time and health to maintain a large house and yard we no longer actually needed as she contemplated her own array of closing doors.

Then early in 2016 the Lord spoke in a small quiet voice, and my wife was listening. As often happens with such life changing events it began with a simple daily devotional and a Bible reading.

 “Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19.)

"In that I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in His ways, and to keep His commandments, His statutes, and His judgments, that you may live and multiply; and the LORD your God will bless you in the land which you go to possess." (Deuteronomy 30:16)

And somehow my wife knew she had just been told that the Lord was preparing a way through the current wilderness for us to a place we are to go to possess. But where and how remained a mystery. The only things we knew was that we needed to downsize and that I always seemed healthier down on the coast than where we were living.

Years earlier the Lord had led us unexpectedly to a safe set of beachfront holiday units down on the coast managed by a very helpful couple who soon became good friends. Equally important it was an area I could safely walk around in each time we visited. But it was only now that we began to realise why the Lord had led us to that place all those years ago. When you have MCS the most important test for a safe place to live is also the most difficult to apply - the test of time.

About the same time we also discovered there was a nearby church that not only maintained a website but which also made podcasts of its sermons available online. A spirit filled church that appeared to be sound in both doctrine and Biblical teaching. It was even of the same denomination we were currently fellowshipping with. A place where we might find like-minded fellowship and opportunities to serve the Lord together.

Some might call it all a fortunate coincidence but when you believe in the Lord you stop believing in coincidence and begin to see the work of the mighty, and provident, hand of the Lord. A hand that seemed to be pointing very decidedly to the "where". But as to the "how", that was yet to be revealed. But that is for the next episode.....

Lord willing, back soon with the next part.


With the love of Christ in IslandBard. 

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Friday, 8 July 2016

Seachange: Episode 1 - It Begins



OK, the reason things have been a bit quiet here of late is because we have been up to our eyeballs in the myriad complexities of simultaneously selling our old "MCS friendly" place, buying a new "MCS friendly" place, downsizing our life from house dwellers to unit dwellers and moving from an inland rural town life to a coastal city life. It has been an "interesting", if at times somewhat harrowing, couple of months as we vacillated between not being able to sell (and therefore not able to buy) and the very real risk at times of being homeless with no safe place for me to live either there or here. But we are in the new place now and with all praise and glory to the Lord it continues to prove safe for me. I suppose technically we are still moving in with one room still full of boxes and "stuff" waiting to be unpacked sorted and "downsized", and a few things we still need to do to keep the tradies employed and assorted government authorities, utility companies, and all the other organisations with a vested interest in our life, happy.

Still, with all praise, thanks, and Glory to the Lord here we are now in a nice "cosy" unit on the coast. Our only neighbours to the East of the complex are seagulls, pelicans, fish and other assorted marine life - and the odd houseboat dweller. But for an MCS sufferer a clean, fresh breeze from nothing but open ocean is about as safe as it gets.

Through it all we have seen the awesome hand of the Lord at work and I am hoping to share it all with you here over the next few weeks or so. Too many amazing things for a single blog so expect a "mini-series". Hopefully back soon with the first "episode".


With the love of Christ in IslandBard.

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Sunday, 7 February 2016

The Church In My Garden



Around my house is a thriving, somewhat over-exuberant, garden. Once it was all pine bark chips over black plastic with spindly, sickly looking sticks with leaves in something that pretended to be soil, with a PH level approaching that of caustic soda. It was not a garden, it was not happy, and it was definitely not thriving.

It had not been designed to thrive, but simply to suppress weeds and grass. But a garden, like a church, is about life and cannot thrive if in the desire for control you suppress the very things that bring life to it. The secret to a thriving garden is not control, but a gardener who, waters, feeds, protects and nurtures each of the god given lives in it. Even pruning is not about control but the health and wellbeing of the plant.

First I released the plants from the shackles of pine bark, plastic, and a growth destroying alkaline environment. Then I fed and watered them, giving them the freedom and  resources to do what they had wanted to do all along - to grow and thrive.

And I have added to them. Some are brought at great price. Some rescued from sure death elsewhere. Others are the offspring of distant gardens, or blow-ins and grow-ins from next door, and still others are born here. Some have been moved several times in search of the place where they will thrive rather than struggle. And it is all natural and organic. They grow and thrive as God intended them to grow and thrive. Each free to be what God made them to be.  And as they are freed and encouraged do all this the most amazing things happen.


For instance you do not have to control weeds much at all. Once thriving your plants will do that. The bigger, stronger plants shelter and protect the smaller ones. They even help feed those whose roots cannot reach the deeper places by providing leaves and fruits as nutrition for all. And just by each one being as God intended them to be and rejoicing in it together they become a beautiful and refreshing place to be in.

D.J. Ludlow

Provided it is done freely and without charge
"The Church In My Garden" may be copied, used and distributed
(in its entirety only, including this notice)
by brothers and sisters in Christ
to the profit and glory of The Lord alone (ttpagoTLa)
By special permission of 
D.J. Ludlow copyright 2016


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Sunday, 13 December 2015

CHURCHIANITY: The New Religion of Corporate Idolatry


There is a new and dangerous religion sweeping through the "mainstream" Christian community. It has many names but perhaps the most descriptive and accurate is "Churchianity". It is dangerous because to the unwary it looks so deceptively and seductively similar to Christianity that it can covertly invade even well established churches virtually undetected but its final effects can be very destructive. But first a brief history lesson…

In 70 AD The Lord allowed the Temple in Jerusalem to be destroyed for the second and final time. He put mankind on notice that He was done with bricks and mortar and with "doing church". Something new was coming, something huge. Something that didn't need buildings, didn't need corporate structures and corporate hierarchies, job descriptions, intricate rituals, elaborate vestments, etc.. That which was but a poor shadow of things to come was being replaced by the real thing. The people of God were about to enter the decidedly unworldly, and indeed unearthly, Kingdom of God. The legalistic and physical "do this and do that" ways of the Old Covenant were about to be replaced but Grace and the spiritual "BE this and BE that" ways of the New Covenant. God's Church was about to be born again!

The power and unity of the Church of Christ Jesus would not come from big buildings, accumulated wealth, fancy robes, elaborate organisational structures, corporate strategies, policies and procedures, etc.. Its growth would not come from slick, popularity seeking marketing and promotional campaigns, psychological profiling and consumer surveys. It would come from God Himself by the outpouring and infilling of His Holy Spirit on all of His people. Church was no longer something you belonged to for all in it belong to Christ alone. It was not to be about church ownership and control, it was to be about relationship and fellowship among those who are owned and controlled by Christ.. A place where the children of God met together and worked together as brothers and sisters, equal before God and fellow servants of Christ. A believer no longer belonged to a church, they were the church, each and every one of them. Their power and authority did not come from those in the church, it came direct from Christ Himself. The Holy Spirit of God no longer dwelt in a place or in an organisation, He dwelt within each and EVERY believer. Even if only 2 or 3 believers gathered in His name Christ Himself would be there, working in them and through them.

From that time on God's only place of worship was to be in the redeemed souls of men and women. Men and women born of the Spirit were now the living stones of His living Temple as befits a living God. To those who believed, God gave the power to be more than merely the Sons and daughters of men . He gave each and every one of them the power to become the Sons of God. In this world but no longer OF this world or its ways. As Jesus had told the Samaritan woman at the well over 30 years before, the time had come in which those who belonged to Him would worship Him neither here nor there but in Spirit and in truth wherever and WHENEVER they may be.

But let's go back a little further and ask the question, whose temple was really destroyed in 70 AD? The truth is that by 70AD it was ... yet again ... no longer the Lord's temple. The Temple that was destroyed was in fact HEROD's temple. (And here is something to ponder for all "millennialists", pre-, post- and "A-" as well as all who may have succumbed to the teachings of the 70th Week of Daniel Theology.)

To stamp HIS mark on Israel the Rome appointed King Herod embarked on an ambitious project to totally rebuild the Temple to HIS own flamboyant design complete with the golden Eagle of Rome mounted on a WING of the Temple. The Abomination that causes desolation mounted on a WING of the Temple as spoken of in Daniel 9:27 "He will confirm a covenant with many for one 'seven'. In the middle of the 'seven' he will put an end to sacrifice and offering. And on a WING of the temple he will set up an abomination that causes desolation, until the end that is decreed is poured out on him."

Significantly this brand new, extravagant Temple was officially opened with all sorts of pomp and ceremony in 63AD just SEVEN years before its total desolation and a mere 3 and a half years before the daily sacrifices on behalf of Caesar were stopped due to severe provocation by the Roman procurator Gessius Florus. It would seem reasonable to me that among the pomp and ceremony of the opening of a rebuilt Temple Rome might be expected to renew its special covenant with Israel that allowed the Temple to be used exclusively for the worship of the God of Israel and not for Caesar and the Gods of Rome as was required in most countries ruled by Rome at that time. Part of that covenant was the offering of daily sacrifices on the behalf of the Roman Emperor. But I digress…

The Temple at Jerusalem had once again ceased to be dedicated to the reverence and worship of The Lord alone and had become nothing more than a stage and a backdrop upon which Herod and the self styled "representatives of God" could dress up and "strut THEIR stuff" before the nations and the eyes of men.

Sadly this propensity for men and women to use God to bring glory upon themselves and THEIR "church" was not destroyed along with the Temple. Ever since 70AD we have been adept at building our own temples, be they big or small, old and ornate or sleek and modern. But what is it that causes believers to constantly build temples and religious empires God neither wants nor asked for?

It begins when a group of people want to belong to something other than just God. The Bible encourages believers to come together often, but not to build temples or create corporate empires. The purpose of coming together is to encourage and support one another as people and fellow servants belonging to God. How is it then that our coming together does not unite all who belong to Christ but rather divides and separates them one from another in an endless parade of denominations and parochial, isolationist or empire building churches and "movements"? Especially when the writer of Hebrews says:-

"And let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another-and all the more as you see the Day approaching." (Hebrews 10: 24-25)

It is because we have forgotten that in the Kingdom of Heaven there is one, and only one, "body corporate". There is only one church, one body. We are not a body of churches, we are a single body of individual BELIEVERS in a single church with only one Father, only one teacher and master, only one Spirit, and only one Word. And in that church all members are equal before God. No earthly church stands between a believer and God. No earthly church will stand before the judgment seat of Christ, only individual believers accountable for their own actions, not those of their churches. There is one and only one name by which ANY man or woman comes to God the Father and that is through Christ Jesus. There is no other name, not even the name of a church or denomination by which a person can be saved. The judgment of God is not about your church, - it is about you.

So what goes so terribly wrong?

It happens like this, when a group of people get together they will at some point feel the urge to create a vision, a purpose and a plan for themselves in addition to the vision, purpose and plan Christ has already given them in the word of God. So no longer are they merely a group of believers in and followers of Christ Jesus abiding in and obeying the Word of God together, but they are also now joint believers in and followers of a corporate vision, a purpose and a plan for the group. As those who do not believe in or follow the vision, the purpose, and "the plan" (or perhaps the methods to achieve them) leave the church, those who do stay to pursue the vision, purpose and plan progressively enshrine it as their corporate identity. They are now a people who have come together with a plan for the purpose of achieving a vision, of their own making. They are now a people with a corporate identity that has a corporate name and a corporate plan, purpose and vision other than simply being children of God in the corporate identity of Christ Jesus Himself. And like Nimrod and the very first Babylonians they begin to seek to make a name for their church and to measure themselves by the size and "success" of the church they plan and build for themselves.

Pretty soon you find that the sermons are all about the church and seldom about Christ and the Word of God, or the mission of God. The focus subtly changes away from Christ and onto the church itself. It ceases to be all about Christ and becomes all about the church. How to make it bigger (more bricks and mortar and more flesh and blood), "better", more inviting, more financially successful, more influential, more prestigious, more socially active, and on and on. Pretty soon you end up with a church that is caught up in itself rather than caught up in Christ. Self centered rather than Christ centered. Even those who boast about how “Christ centered” their church is are actually still focusing everybody's attention on their church, not on Christ. The very boast of being Christ centered is, in reality, self-centered.

Corporate identities also have a way of eventually taking control and demanding obedience and subservience. They have a way of claiming ownership and control of those who "belong" to them. And pretty soon they begin to demand that those who serve them create for them ... A corporate image! And before long will have everybody serving it, and sacrificing to it. For now their church has an image to maintain, a reputation to upkeep and the bigger the image and name becomes the more will be sacrificed to maintain it. Like Nimrod and the Babylonians they have made a name for themselves and they want the world to love it. They want to grow it, promote it, protect it, raise it up as high as they can, draw as many people to it as they can, be an example of success for others to follow and emulate. But it is THEIR church they are serving, devoting their life to and lifting up, not Jesus. It is the leaders of THEIR church they look to for the vision, purpose and plan for their lives, not Jesus. But as Jesus said we cannot serve 2 masters. Those who are in Christ have only one master and they will serve Him alone. For those who are in Christ BELONG to and obey Christ wholly. A church is where they fellowship with others who equally belong to and obey the same master. Those who are in Christ follow Christ, they do not follow each other. As Paul said

1 Corinthians 1:11-13 (NIV)
"My brothers and sisters, some from Chloe’s household have informed me that there are quarrels among you. What I mean is this: One of you says, “I follow Paul”; another, “I follow Apollos”; another, “I follow Cephas”; still another, “I follow Christ.” Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized in the name of Paul?"
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To those who dream of building and leading large "multi-site megachurches" or even just large churches a word of warning. The Lord does not measure success by size or by numbers or by achievements. He measures us by repentance, by the love and mercy we have, by the truth of our teaching, and by faithful obedience - to HIM. The Lord does not care how many people are in YOUR church, He cares about how many people are in HIS Son and in His Son's Church.

Micah 6:8 (NIV)
"He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God."

There will always be many large churches and "multi-site megachurches" in the world. Some have been around for Centuries.  Others rise and fall like the grass that is here today and gone tomorrow. BUT there is only ONE multi-site megachurch that will stand for all eternity and outlive this world, and it already has a name. It is THE Church of Jesus Christ and it does not lift up its own name but the name of its one and only head, Christ Jesus. It does not need a name, it does not need to create a body corporate, it does not need to create a corporate identity. We ARE a body, we HAVE an identity, we ARE Christ Jesus for it is no longer we who live, but Christ who lives and breaths in us. Our unity, our power, our strength, our achievements and our growth does not come from ourselves or corporate and marketing plans and strategies. It all comes from The Lord Himself through the work of the Holy Spirit who dwells in all who are His. Empowering them enabling them, uniting them.

The bottom line is that those in whom Christ dwells are not driven by a purpose, corporate or otherwise. They are wholly - CHRIST DRIVEN - and always will be.

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Wednesday, 2 December 2015

Staying "On Mission"



"But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be" (2 Peter 3:10-11 (KJV))

When you are a soldier the most important thing you must do when you are in the field is "stay on mission". That is the whole reason why you are out there; to complete the task you were sent out there to do. If you deviate from your mission it does not matter how many enemy you take captive, it does not matter how much territory you win, it does not matter how many fortified positions you establish. If you do not complete your mission you have failed to accomplish the very thing you were sent out to do. You may never know the cost of your failure but those who sent you will. You get no praise, no commendation, no medal and no victory, for going off mission. Therefore the most vital piece of information a soldier enters the battlefield with is knowing and understanding what his or her mission is. The very thing they were sent to do.

There is a lot of discussion going on in our church at the moment about mission and discipleship. But as I am listening to it the Lord keeps bringing me back to the passage above (2 Peter 3:10-11). If we are here on a mission for God we need to be very clear on what that mission actually is in a world marked for imminent total destruction. The Bible makes it very clear nothing we can do will stop it. Stopping it is not our mission.

The ultimate "fire sale"' - everything goes. All buildings, cities, farms, oceans, all churches / cathedrals / synagogues / temples / mosques etc. All orphanages, hospitals, schools, trees, grass, crops, etc. and all people and all nations - all gone.

Love will always compel us to help those in need wherever we find them, as it should, but it is not our mission here in this battlefield we call the Earth. Anybody can provide material support to the needy but there is something only those in Christ can offer -  the only way to escape that fast approaching destruction. No matter how well fed, well educated, well clothed, well housed, and healthy they are, without belief in Christ, repentance from sin, and baptism of the Holy Spirit they all perish.

But we ourselves cannot save them. Christ alone has that power for man (flesh and blood) cannot inherit the Kingdom of God. To be saved we have to be something else entirely, not sons of man but Sons of God. The only way to become Sons of God is to be in Christ and born again of the Spirit (Romans 8:14). The Lord has declared only those who are spiritually in Christ, who are born again a new creature, beyond mere flesh and blood, escape the destruction and inherit eternal life.

Our mission is to help people become born again as Sons of God before the coming destruction. Only then will they have eternal life and not perish. Not just to "make disciples" who are imitators of us but who are true followers of Christ Himself. That do not obey and abide in our word or the word of our churches, but obey and abide in the word of God alone. For neither we nor our churches can make people a new creature born of the Spirit. Only God can do that and He has declared that only to those who repent from sin, and believe in, give their lives to, and obey His Son Christ Jesus does He give the power to become the Sons of God. (John 1:12, Rom 8:14, Gal 4:6)

Even Paul rebuked those who said "I follow Paul" (1 Cor 1:11-17). For when he said imitate me he meant imitate me and follow Christ as I do. As Adam, our trainee pastor, preached a few weeks ago, WE are John (the Baptist). And like John once we have brought a person to repentance and water baptism we must point to the Lamb of God and say "I must now grow less in your life and He must grow greater, for I did not die for you nor can I give you eternal life .... But He did and He can. Follow HIM and He will baptise you with the Holy Spirit of God Himself."

THAT is our mission.


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